Monday, May 18, 2009
AGAIN, it happened.
EXPECTED actually. owells, this time around, never will i even tilt my head back and drag my feet to him again cause i promised to AZMAN. Thanks to AZMANNNNN. He really
knock my head and that had struck me. Not literally of cause. Met him yesterday at one fullerton and pour it out. My heart really felt like a piece of crushed paper at that point of time but after hearing his sensible words, felt that it actually make sense and i found the pathway. I told him about the downturn that happened lately. He was even more stunned when i told him that i've patched with that
dumbass and end up breaking up again. The reason we broke up was due to me being so gullible and letting that dumbass stepped all over me
FLAT and to also some freaking bitches and bastards who kept tagging me like everything was my fault when im the fucking victim here who is clueless of all this. READ THIS ! I'm not with him now, so don't get me involve in this inmatured shit and go beat him up by all means because i don't care and i'll be more than happy that you've actually do me a big favour by getting the job done for me. AND to that girl, if you're "smart" enough, lick him back. Hope you are happy that you ruin my relationship. One fine day, some other people will do that to yours.To azman, i really thank you for the time yesterday when i know you were tired but still take the time to come down and meet me. The words that you spout which was making more friends in poly, move on and delete every details about that dumbass is now glued in my pink brain. Thanks for helping me with the message that you asked me to type out and sent to that dumbass and the taggers. Hope that they will not distract me and affect my studies. I will enlarge my social circles and geting to know the POLY GUYS before getting involve in future relationships.You were right that majority of the ite guys are just the bunch that treat school like a slumber party and girls as their sex slaves. I will heed to your advice to not getting back to him. NEVER. I PROMISE.
"To zakyyyyy, whatever you do to me now, there are bigger chances whereby it will hit back to your face and during that point of time, you can taste the sucky feeling that im feeling now. You can play me out but don't do that to some big time gangsters' daughter in future."* A personal vow for myself to remember, will not get back to him and will look for a better love but till then will look on the bright side, school, friends and STUDIES.
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