Thursday, June 25, 2009
Met monty yesterday. After ...... 4days of not meeting. I miss him so so much. we've been really keen to meet each other. Since he was freed from that dark "room", i can sense little changes in him. But i'm afraid it would last only for a while.
In the past when relationship starts to turn dull, -He's usually not the type who keep his promises. He will often promise one thing and do it the other way round and that will always end up to a tiff. -He will always do things slyly without me knowing.-
If i proposed to meet up, he'll avoid. avoid means REALLY AVOID. like off the fone, keep silent, text him but no replies etc.-Don't get jealous easily i mean don't bother to get jealous though how hard i've tried. -just show no more love.
-always with his friends-
don't bother to console me anymore* tooooo manyyyyyy more but too hurt to reminisce.
Now when problems are resolved with patience, no disturbances and lessons finally learned,-He finally realize who has been by his side when he's down and out.-He appreciates my existence.-What we didn't do in the past, we finally did. -MOVIE MARATHON.-He did the cutest things that i would have wanted a long time ago:-
~when it's raining, he'll ask me to exchange slippers with him cos mine is the slippery kind and still grab hold of my hips.~wash his hands out of the secret society FOR me and not DUE to me.
~will watch me sleep before he does.~if i'm perspiring, he'll fold a paper into a fan and fan me but sometimes it will still not work cos i perspire alot and he'll find other means to fan me. haha ~he would sit and wait for me for hours just to see me
~I'll just have to lie down on his lap and complain that i pening and he'll straightaway get a vicks to massage for me until i tidur and leave me to take a nap.
~he would give his seat up for me cos i'm tired and will sit on the floor or stand though he is more tired
~reassured me that i am beautiful no matter what~passed his exams for me and not for himself because he's afraid i might be disappointed ~Monty compose and sings but he will compose a song and will NEVER use my name and i like that. why? because, he sang songs using too many other girls name already so i don't like it when he use mine cos it won't feel special anymore. So at least people won't know who is his girlfriend. Don't believe? Check this http://www.imeem.com/people/dpiGoA5/music/ and count how many girls name is the title of the songs that he sang and spot my name . trust me, NONE.~
ECETRAAAAAAATHANKS BABY IF ALL THIS IS ONLY DONE FOR ME. I APPRECIATE THOSE LITTLE THINGS YOU DID FOR ME. EVEN IF IT LAST FOR A WHILE, AT LEAST IT HAS CARVE AN ELEGANT MEMORY FOR ME.
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